Pretty girls, they make friends

Sat, 30 Jul 2005 16:38:23 GMT

Updatizzle (so to speak)

Tonight I get to see Legbone! Im absolutely ecstatic. Rob, Mat, Tie, Eric, Jake, and Lace will all be there aswell. Fucking ecstatic I tell you. I really do need to get ready. I'm sitting in a halter and my underoos. Haha. I have to pay Eric's way in but it's cool, because I'll still have enough to buy dinner.

The EXCITEMENT.

Sun, 24 Jul 2005 00:19:51 GMT

Whoa. Hectic, HECTIC last few days.

This afternoon was the worst, so I'll start with that. *clears throat*

-Eric drove me to Columbus so i could see Matt and Dustin, because I haven't seen them in forever. We all went out to eat, and bowling, and had a lot of fun. (I love them all dearly) The next day Matt drives me back and we go to the mall to kill time for a bit, bonding once again. So they drop me off at my house and left. Everything was fine...or so I though.

TWO HOURS LATER

I went downstairs to use the bathroom and I get a call from Matt. Apparently, someone saw he and Dustin playing with this b.b. gun in the car, and called the cops. SO. They were surrounded by 9 cops cars at gunpoint, had the mother fucking highway shut down, and are going to be charged for inducing public panic. WHAT THE FUCK. I feel so bad because it feels like my fault, and I HATE that feeling. I want to fucking cry because I'll never be able to see them ever again, and I love them both dearly.

I'm going to be missed being called "Ems". :'(

God I fucking hate this. nucsdaakmd;aks

Wed, 20 Jul 2005 05:26:51 GMT

Today i woke up and went to Columbus with Eric and Briana. The entire way there I just held Kaa...the most awesome snake ever. He wove himself in and out of my fingers. I was so at peace with the world. Creepy, I know. Eric and I pretty much just hung out while Briana hung out with some guy, I'm guessing her boyfriend. We walked through the wonderful downtown area and through the gay community. The cleaniest, friendlist place ever. The entire time I was carrying around Kaa because I love him so much. We ate at this place called Blue Danub. They had fantastic zesty fries that goes wonderfully with ranch.

After that, we drove around aimlessy untill midnight and just talked for hours. It was awesome.

Im done.

Tue, 19 Jul 2005 04:43:13 GMT

I haven't wrote in this thing since the beginning of the year. Dayum.

I've been feeling sick all day, and looking at my old comments didn't help. In fact, they made me even more ill. I'll probably delete all of my old entries, just so I won't have to read the past angsty bullshit I'm so great at writing.

Ugh. I keep staring at this box of chocolates that matt bought me, and I want eat them so badly. I just had a bowl of Ramen noodles and I feel very sickly.

Today some random guy IMed me to bitch about his ex girlfriend and his obsession with drugs. My god, I just wanted to tell that kid to turn on some Bright Eyes and SHUT THE FUCK UP. Jeez.

I keep getting off topic and spacing between them. heh.

My impulses* are returning for no reason. I'm in a terrible mood today. I always am everytime I write in this thing. ANGST I SAY.

"There's a hole in the trust that we mapped out in my bed for six long months."